this is the time in my life where I am sure on what I want and have the courage to pursue whatever it is. Am not as visionary as I am today… just this time that my thinking, my focused is on the next couple of months… on the next couple of years… am starting to forecast and plan the future… that’s why this news really hits me terribly… am off guarded that I dunno what to do… I never forecasted this one, nor no traceability that this thing will happen… and I dont have any contingency plan… I dont know what’s my next move… it torn me into pieces, that my dreams were shattered… but life must continue… it’s not the end, it’s only the beginning… I knew HE has a plan, it’s just that, I dont know yet what it is…. someday I will understand… I know am just in a stage of denial and shock bout the news because I already built my dreams at the back of my mind… so many plans that possibly will never be materialized… but I knew in a couple of days I will feel okay and better and ready to accept whatever it is… Thanks to my family and two close friends whom I shared the news… who gave me strength and to feel positive about it… having somebody to talk to on the difficulties am having right now, really help me a lot…. so much thankful that I have a very supportive and loving family… I feel so blessed that I know I have them at my back to lift me up specially in this very hard days of my life… thanks to my kuya who supported me eversince… and still willing and offering his support all the way, until I overcome this trial… thanks sons for the advices and idea on what to do… thanks daqz for the time, when I cannot find sleep and need someone to hear my trouble…..
10Apr2009 : two days ago, when I first heard and knew the shocking news, i was shedding tears of sorrow… today I may say that I feel much better than yesterday… still crying from time to time over a spilled milk but acceptance is already there… already in a process of healing… hoping to recover soon… physical, mental and specially emotional recovery…
13Apr2009 : today, 100% I accepted the shocking news… no more tears fallen… it’s just that it feels like am entering the hole of a needle… hoping that I will surpass all these things soon… but I feel so blessed that she’s very understanding and very considerate… I knew I gained new friendship… and I knew she’s behind me… but still, am hoping and praying that he can still wait for me (a little longer…)
17April2009 : At long last I graduated na!!!! I survive!!! All the agony I have the past few days, weeks were erased in just a second… thanks GOD!!!! but the effect of all the stressed I felt the previous days, weeks… eh binuhos lahat today… sakit ng katawan ko! whaahhh… nilalagnat tuloy ako… hopefully I will feel better na tomorrow… thanks GOD for all the blessings and guidance… and good people surrounds me… you know how thankful I am… just that, am not feeling well to personaly visit your kingdom before I went home this afternoon… but I know you already heard my prayers and thanks giving while am on my way home… let your will always be done… I know am not worthy to receive you but only say the words and I shall be healed… thanks to you… ^_^
today, March 30, 2009, 10 days before my special day, I already received my very special gift from GOD…. after all the hardwork, perseverance and patience, HE gave to me a gift that I been waiting for long… in exact package on what I wished for… thank you so much GOD….. although am not receiving it yet in full, but still am near to it….. thank you so much!!! mwuah! mwuah! mwuah!
Today, April 2, 2009, the excitement I felt the previous days subsided (a little)… I’ve been waiting for a call since yesterday (for the result of my med test two days ago) but just this morning when I received a call from them, but unfortunately, (didn’t know if its because of my signal or theirs) the line was cut and they don’t give me a ring again. I texted them but no reply… Oh gosh! it’s killing me softly… but actually its a blessings in disguise that I wasn’t been able to start because right after I went home after my medical am not feeling well due to tonsilitis (my one and only sickness in my entire life) and as of this writing am not feeling okay still … hoping to received a ring from them within today… with GOD’s blessings - in good news i wish… keeping my fingers cross…
Hayst! today April 3, 2009, eventhough am not feeling well still I need to travel… still grogy but no choice… hoping to settle all those silly things as soon as possible… hehehe gawin daw kitang diary…
guys, just want to share some info and details in applying a passport jan sa dfa sa pasay…
we all knew na madami fixer dun, but you’ll never know ung modus operadi nila, or maybe na encounter mo na the last time na nag punta ka dun kung pano, but again me bago sila strategy…
so just to give you guys some info kindly read below my personal experience….
last five years ago when I applied for a new passport, ciempre I dunno the process and even the exact location ng dfa sa libertad… pagdating ko sa harrison st. me sumabay sakin na lalaki na mukhang bagong salta sa manila, asking if un ung way pa dfa… ciempre mabait ako (hehehe) kinausap ko sya, sabi ko yap pero hinde ko den alam exact loc kasi first timer ako… (na hinde ko alam pagbaba pa lang ng jeep ini spot-an na pala ako… prospect na, na lokohin), habang naglalakad kami, daldal na sya… na kesyo nang galing na sya dun yesterday, na hinde natapos ung processing nya kaya balik ulet sya… na kesyo me cut-off ang dfa kaya dun na daw ako sa overtime… tas dinala nya ko sa isa sa mga buset na stall dun, binigyan ako ng form, eh me picture na me kaya hinde nila ko napilit magpa picture ulet… (but kung maniniwala ka pa den, kahit me picture ka na, sabihin sayo hinde puede ung picture mo, need mo magpapicture ulet and ciempre sa kanila.. (P160 daw ang picture sa mga buset na stall na un…) after ko ma filled-up-an ung application form, lakad kami pabalik sa harrison st. I dunno where dun, ’cause habang naglalakad kami and sinasabi nya na 1700 daw ang babayaran nilayasan ko sya.. hehehe (actually thanks sa pagiging makunat ko! nyahaha… hinde ako na fixer the first time na nag apply ako ng passport)… eto po modus operandi nila last five years ago….
Just this one or two weeks ago ata, renewal ako ng passport…. eto na po ang bago, actually the same process pa den me nadagdag lang… pagbaba ng jeep as usual me sasabay ulet na mama, asking etc.. etc… so ciempre alam ko na na fixer sya kaya pinagdikdikan ko sa kanya na renewal ako hinde ako new applicant… pero dinadala nya pa den ako sa isa sa mga stall ciempre di ako sumama lakad pa den ako pa gate ng dfa.. pero eto na po ang bago… habang naglalakad ako may sumalubong na naman sakin asking asan ung application form ko, sabi ko wala kukuha ako sa loob… hinde daw, dun daw ako kumuha ng application form sa loob ng stall, at pinapakita nya pa sakin ID nya ng DFA (eto po ung new process nila) ipagdidikdikan sayo ung ID nila, ciempre akala ko new process nga… pasok naman ako sa loob ng stall, tas ask sila kung new ba or renewal, tas hanap ung picture ko, sabi hinde daw puede un picture ko (as usual makunat ako, nilayasan ko sila ulet hehehe), dire diretso na sana ako sa gate ng dfa pero meron na namang makapal na mukhang mama na, as in nasa gate na ako kaharap ung mga guard ng dfa, pero hinarang pa den ako hinahanap ung application form or stub ko, and nung wala ako ipakita pinipilit nya ko dalhin sa isa sa mga stall… ciempre malay ko ba kung un nga bagong process ng dfa, kasi imagine-nin mo naman nasa gate na ako, kaharap na mga guard ng dfa pero lakas pa den ng loob nila mag hold ng papasok sa loob ng dfa… sama naman ako sa buset na mamang un… buti na lang sabi sakin ng guard ng dfa (exit guard), “dun po ang entrace”, which nagka hint ako na sine save nya ko sa mamang buset na un! kaya sabi ko sa gwuard.. tenk you po 
as in naka smile..
nakakainit talaga ng ulo… hayst! kaka awa ung mga bagong nag a apply ng passport na walang nakakapag bigay ng info ng tamang process ng pag a apply ng passport sa dfa and modus operandi ng mga hinayupak na fixer sa labas ng DFA… meron pa nga po ako nakasabay, first time nya mag apply ng passport muntik lang syang ma fixer, pero nung renewal nya na fixer sya 1700 binayad nya… and nung kasabay ko sya pang 3rd time nya na ata, she learned her lesson… deadma na sya sa mga sumasabay sa kanya…
Baseline po… hwag po kayong makikipag usap sa labas ng DFA.. dead-mahin nyo kung sino man ung kumausap, kahit papasok na sa gate… pag deadma ka di ka na kukulitin… save ka na ng 1700 na bayad…
Eto nga pala new process… fille-up ng application form, pa xerox nung filled up form, tas pila sa appointment table (para makakuha ka ng sched when mo ipa process ung passport mo) tas uwi ka na… balik ka na lang sa schedule date mo ng processing… sobrang bilis po ngaun in one hour uwi ka na and balik ka na lang ulet sa pick-up date if hinde naman for delivery…
500 pa den po ang bayad sa normal processing…
un lang… share nyo na lang po sa mga kakilala nyo na gusto mag apply ng passport or renewal…
Bakit pa pinagtagpo?
Pala’y maglalayo
Tayo sa ating buhay
Ang araw na kay ganda
Ba’t ng lumisan ka
Ay nagdilim ang kulay
Ang umaga’y nagtampo
Ano’t kasama mo
Luha ang tanging iwan
Kung sya may magbabalik
Ako’y nananabik
Kung kailan at saan
Darating ba syang kasama ka?
Masasalubong man lang ba kita?
Subalit ako’y magaalala
Kung ako ay mahal mo pa
Kahit pa anong hadlang
Mananatili kang mahal sa aking tunay
May umaga man pala
Kung di ka nya dala
Ito’y walang buhay
Subalit ako’y magaalala
Kung ako ay mahal mo pa
Kahit pa anong hadlang
Mananatili kang mahal sa aking tunay
May umaga man pala
Kung di ka nya dala
Ito’y walang buhay
wala lang… parang gusto ko ma inlove habang pinapakinggan ko sya.. whaahhh… mahilig ako sa music, specially mellow/love songs, kaso lang walang hilig sakin ang music kaya soft spot ko ata eh voice… whaahhh… sayang nga lang di ko ma upload ung video nya from youtube… hayst! sarap ata ma inlove ah.. nyahaha…
Sa aking pagtanda, unawain mo sana ako at pagpasensiyahan.
Kapag dala ng kalabuan ng mata ay nakabasag ako ng pinggan o nakatapon ng sabaw sa hapag-kainan, huwag mo sana akong kagagalitan.
Maramdamin ang isang matanda.
Nag se-self-pity ako tuwing sisigawan mo ako.
Kapag mahina na ang tenga ko at hindi ko maintindihan ang sinasabi mo, huwag mo naman sana akong sabihan ng bingi, paki ulit na lang ang sinabi mo o paki sulat na lang. Pasensiya ka na, anak. Matanda na talaga ako.
Kapag mahina na ang tuhod ko, pagtiyagaan mo sana akong tulungang tumayo, katulad ng pag-aalalay ko sa iyo noong nag-aaral ka pa lamang lumakad.
Pagpasensiyahan mo sana ako kung ako man ay nagiging makulit at paulit-ulit na parang sirang-plaka. Basta pakinggan mo na lang ako. Huwag mo sana akong pagtatawanan o pagsasawaang pakinggan. Natatandaan mo anak noong bata ka pa? Kapag gusto mo ng lobo, paulit-ulit mo yong sasabihin, maghapon kang mangungulit hanggang hindi mo nakukuha ang gusto mo. Pinagtiyagaan ko ang kakulitan mo.
Pagpasensiyahan mo na rin sana ang aking amoy. Amoy-matanda, amoy-lupa. Huwag mo sana akong piliting maligo. Mahina na ang katawan ko. Madaling magkasakit kapag nalamigan, huwag mo sana akong pandirihan. Natatandaan mo noong bata ka pa? Pinagtiyagaan kitang habulin sa ilalim ng kama kapag ayaw mong maligo.
Pagpasensiyahan mo sana kung madalas, ako’y masungit, dala na marahil ito ng katandaan. Pagtanda mo, maiintindihan mo rin ako…
Kapag may konti kang panahon, magkuwentuhan naman tayo, kahit sandali lang, inip na ako sa bahay, maghapong nag-iisa. Walang kausap. Alam kong busy ka sa trabaho, subalit nais kong malaman mo na sabik na sabik na akong makakuwentuhan ka, kahit alam kong hindi ka interesado sa mga kuwento ko. Natatandaan mo anak, noong bata ka pa? Pinagtiyagaan kong pakinggan at intindihin ang pautal-utal mong kuwento tungkol sa iyong teddy bear.
At kapag dumating ang sandali na ako’y magkasakit at maratay sa banig ng karamdaman, huwag mo sana akong pagsasawaang alagaan. Pagpasensiyahan mo na sana kung ako man ay maihi o madumi sa higaan, pagtiyagaan mo sana akong alagaan sa mga huling sandali ng aking buhay. Tutal hindi na naman ako magtatagal…
Kapag dumating ang sandali ng aking pagpanaw… hawakan mo sana ang aking kamay at bigyan mo ako ng lakas ng loob na harapin ang kamatayan…
At huwag kang mag-alala, kapag kaharap ko na ang Diyos na lumikha, ibubulong ko sa kanya na pagpalain ka sana… dahil naging mapagmahal ka sa iyong ama’t ina…
Written by Rev. Fr. Ariel F. Robles
CWL Spiritual Director
St. Augustine Parish, Baliuag Bulacan
iPersonicPersonality TestPersonality + Job Social Realist (SR)
Social Realists are popular persons full of energy. They are reliable, well organized and helpful. Traditional values are important to them. Founding a family also plays a central role in their life. Social Realists have a marked social streak. They are always ready to listen to the worries and problems of others and spare no effort when they are asked for help. With empathy and understanding, they can sense what other people need. Social Realists are always willing to highly regard the strong points of the other person and to excuse that person’s weaknesses. They are the most sociable of all personality types. Social contacts are very important to them.
Social Realists find it very difficult to cope with conflicts and criticism - harmony is their elixir of life. Acknowledgement and esteem are very important to this type. Differentiation on the other hand is not necessarily one of their strong points. At work and in partnerships, they are loyal, committed and always there when needed. They find it easy to make friends due to their open, warm manner and they have a large circle of friends. In love, they are faithful and attentive and care for their partners with a great deal of imagination and sensitivity. Social Realists show their feelings openly and honestly. Should a relationship break up, they tend to blame themselves. That is why they find it very difficult to end a partnership even if it has not fulfilled their requirements for some time.
Social Realists are more conservative types. They have a set system of values and rules which is orientated to the prevailing traditions. They prefer clear, structured surroundings and work processes; they find too much change und unrest unpleasant. Their strong points are carefulness and reliability and not so much flexibility and spontaneity. Social Realists are open-minded towards anything new only to a limited extent. But, should one be looking for someone to fulfil a task reliably and exactly, they are the right persons.
Adjectives which describe your type
extroverted, practical, sentimental, planning, emotional, temperamental, energetic, tradition-conscious, loyal, helpful, devoted, reliable, caring, objective, thorough, organised, warm-hearted, open, friendly, sociable, chummy, obliging, self-sacrificing, public-spirited, sensitive, kind, demanding
These subjects could interest you
honorary work, parties, going out, music, hiking, cooking, craftwork, nature, literature
Yeah right! you read it right! So hard to adjust to new things in life… specially when it’s been part of your system, you already appreciated and love whatever shortcomings it has… and suddenly need to put to an end which you dont have any control and choice but to go along with the flow… it will really hit you straight to the heart! BULLS EYE! and all you can do is go along with the flow… let go… and move on…
But the hardest part of this moving on is to find another one, a replacement —- hayst! so sad! because you will always compare the new one to the old one, will find the asset of the first one to the new one… which if you will not realize and accept, and set your mind, that everything in this world is unique, you will never find another one… a replacement…
You must set your mind for the worst scenario! expect for the worst sabi nga nila… expect that the new one will never be like the old one, never be better than the old one… so you will never get disappointed in case… and just be thankful in case the new one will be better than the old one… at least you have a bonus!!! he he he…
>>> sa original creator, borrow lang po… try ko lang mag post >>> thanks
